HOLLYWOOD, Calif, Apr 25 (FP)
Caitlyn Jenner, formerly Kate-Lynn Jenner, announced this morning that she had "erred in believing" she was a trans woman. "I made a terrible mistake," she stated at a press conference held at the Hollywood Wax Museum.
"I'm a man, obviously," the reality show star and Olympic Decathlon Gold Medalist claimed. "What was I thinking. I don't identify as gay, but I am homosexual. I'm sexually attracted to men, and I'm a man."
The press corps erupted into loud and prolonged booing and jeers.
Water bottles, notepads, hats, shoes, chairs and a computer were hurled at her, but the 73-year-old decathlete dodged them deftly.
Security intervened, restraining representatives of both Slate and Salon. The correspondent for the Daily Beast was wrestled to the ground and escorted off the premises. Six security personnel were treated for bites and scratches, several quite severe.
When order was restored, Jenner continued: "It was all a big misunderstanding. I was confused, and I got confused about what I was confused about. I wasn't a woman -- all that surgery was just delusional. I don't regret the plastic surgery, I look fabulous, but the castration wasn't necessary. It didn't address the issue, and I really miss my penis.
"I had bad councilors, who told me what they wanted to hear. Yesterday I filed a 260 million dollar lawsuit against them. A man from my era, born in the 1940s, gay just couldn't ... I just couldn't see it. But that's what it was, and all this could have been avoided except for their agenda.
"I could have just married a man, without losing my dick.
"I was very confused, not about being attracted to men -- I knew all about that. I was confused about how I'm trans. I'm not a trans woman. I'm a trans young man. I identify as a 26 year old man, who happens to be homosexual, and I identify the year as 1976.
"I'm not old, I'm young, a young man, in his prime, beautiful, powerful, unstoppable, immortal. Like at the Olympics, when it all came true."
Jenner went on to explain that she came of age at the peak of "youth culture", and herself had chanted the slogan, Don't trust anyone over 30.
But by this time the audience had lost interest, and melted away.
The final question came from a reporter for MSNBC, who quipped, "You fucking loser traitor. C'mon people, we should stone her to death. Racist cunt."
Said security officer Oscar Sanchez, "We see this sort of thing a lot. They go for your groin a lot, like Dobermans."
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This one is problematic. Caitlyn does not deserve it. Per his own recent statements, Jenner is not attracted to men. Without actual genitals, now, any attraction to women would be ancillary, and psychologically quite convoluted. He wanted somehow to be a lesbian? That one isn't in the LGBTPLUS sexual alphabet ... yet. I've looked, and he seems to be saying he's asexual. Whatever dude. I guess he's like me -- just will not be pinned down. Peekaboo.
He's like the boy in Equus. Really really effed up.
But he doesn't need to be mocked. He is not a criminal, or a moral-degenerate, publicly, given that transvestite behaviors are no longer so deemed. He has mental illness, and he joined a cult. So I'm thinking I'm wrong, to use him like this.
I may remove this post. I've written nearly 2000, and there are some number saved in drafts, removed or never posted. In looking a while back for the link to something on Chaz Bono, I found one on her that I'd never posted. It is extraordinary. I have no clue as to where or how I found those online pictures.
I have my own compulsions, in conflict with each other. Courtesy and tact, as I see it, but also courage of a sort, and honesty. If you can get a tattoo, I can use the word cunt, or, in its context, nigger, as commentary, as dialogue, in character.
In the back of my mind now I'm thinking I may write something about this, possibly called the three vulgarities. Cuz there are three vulgarities. It would/will be interesting to see how and where I wander from there, or how I get there from where I started. It's an adventure for me, to discover where I'm led.
If the sight of those words offends/triggers you, you wouldn't want to be seeing my Chaz-thing draft. Lots of dicks, or tranzdicks. I cannot fathom how I found them, in 2011.
I'll look at it again, and think about posting. It's like this one in that it picks on her, singles her out, because of her mental illness. Of course there is grave societal harm in what she, and he, Chaz and Caitlyn, are doing. But "society" could stop it, per the right of self-preservation, and will not. So they're like willful children demanding to play dress-up, incorrigible because that's what american toleration encourages.
The draft-post is entitled Chazztitty -- don't know why I used two zees; no doubt I had a reason, being the way I am. I wouldn't call it that, now. A cheap pun. The name and the post itself are in extraordinarily poor taste. Like a film by John Waters. So we can call it art, with a trigger warning. Oh, yeah, here's the trigger warning for this one:
Trigger Warning:
this post contains words and ideas that may cause emotional distress, and is likely to exacerbate pre-existing mental and/or spiritual illness.
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So I read it, Chazztitty. There's nothing new. It's as much an exposure of my own psychology, as an examination of Chaz or the tranz issue. (Is that where I got the extra z?) Some number of closeup and graphic pictures of neopenises, either clitoral or entirely fabricated. Some of them are quite plausible, given my overall inexperience with penises in general. Small, but aren't we over size by now?
So here's the deal: I'm posting it, on its original date, HERE. The only people who will ever see it are those who read this, right to the end. I do not recommend it. It's on you.
J
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